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Post by nathalieab on Jun 5, 2006 14:50:57 GMT -5
If you really must know a boy said that he was gonna rape me and then he tried in the school hallway in front of lots of people.. Only reason that i'm telling you this is because im okay with it. Almost two years ago.. dont have to worry about it anymore. He didn't get expelled but im okay with that to
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Post by Sparkle on Jun 5, 2006 14:54:02 GMT -5
Awww... hun... that sucks. Why didn't they do any thing?!? That's absolutley ridiculous if you don't mind me sayin... sorry for me bringing it up again babe. OK- Have you looked on a BMI chart? Are you overweight, or underweight or average? HAve you thought about normal dieting? Have you thought about seeing a counceller or some one? Do you want to stop throwing up? Sorry... a lot of questions. Feel free to answer as few or as many as you're comfortable with.
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Post by nathalieab on Jun 5, 2006 15:02:21 GMT -5
I know.. that didn't do anything at all.... Yeah, I go to a crappy school... I have looked at it and I check it every time I weigh myself and it's 17,5 witch is okay. Know your not gonna be so happy for my next answers thats all no. I did try normal dieting for a while.. but i feelt like i lost control of myself. about that last question I'm gonna give you the same answer as I gave a friend of mine: "Throwing up is MY life, my way of having control of myself. Would you give up your life? Or the only thing you have control over?" I know its a little weird but it's the best way I can answer it
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Post by Sparkle on Jun 5, 2006 15:07:41 GMT -5
I used to think that.... with things like Eating Disorders, or Self harm, you feel like you're in control, even if the rest of your life isn't. You're doing it, and you feel like you can control your life... Hun, you're very underweight. ou really have no need to diet, even a normal one. I would talk more, but I have to sign out. Feel free to PM me babe, speak another time PLEASE keep safe, Sparkle ____x
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Post by nathalieab on Jun 5, 2006 15:12:09 GMT -5
Okay. Thanks for the chat Talk to ya laaaata....
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Post by Sparkle on Jun 6, 2006 12:38:24 GMT -5
Thought any more about seeing a different counceller? __x
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Post by nathalieab on Jun 6, 2006 13:04:54 GMT -5
I thought a little bit about it last night and no. I cant do it. I'm sorry
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Post by Sparkle on Jun 6, 2006 13:33:45 GMT -5
Don't say sorry babe... any particular reason why not?
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Post by nathalieab on Jun 6, 2006 13:49:07 GMT -5
If I go to see a counceller, thats the same thing as saying "I have a problem" and then I wont have control over myself... I cant lose that
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Post by Sparkle on Jun 7, 2006 0:51:29 GMT -5
But you don't have control. You have bulimia.... that means the bulimias in control babe. With any ED... it's in control, not you. If you want yur control back over your body, your life, you need to get help, get back control
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Post by nathalieab on Jun 7, 2006 11:15:07 GMT -5
My ed is not in control. I control what to do. If I want to eat I eat, if I dont I dont.
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Post by Sparkle on Jun 7, 2006 11:26:15 GMT -5
So? OK- try eating. Normally, without throwing up. Bet you can't... you just think you can. You're not in control, you need help, you need to accept that. In a previous thread you said you didn't want to 'heal'.... why don't you want help hun? Do you really think you can go through all your life like this? Don't you see it as a major problem?
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Post by nathalieab on Jun 7, 2006 11:58:11 GMT -5
Do we have to talk about this here? Dont want hundred of people reading what should be a privat conversation.
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Post by Sparkle on Jun 7, 2006 13:30:47 GMT -5
Sorry... I'll carry it on on msn.
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Post by , Anna, BO, Banna, on Jun 11, 2006 1:57:30 GMT -5
k... 1st plz dont call me hun or babe.... but i just wanted to add to this convo a bit..... i think controlling the fact... to acctually eat food... is not control cuz thats just something we are suppose to do so ....... techinically "societiey or whoever said we have to eat"....... has control... i have control to not eat and control to be skinnyy,... thats why i would... never eat and exercize... and its easier said then.. done... does that make sense? like..... i haven't ate in 4 days now... i do the same thing with the water....... to make my self throw up tho i eat like 10 unsalted crackers and chug ...... like 2 liters of water... then i throw up right away... then .. my stomach feels like its ate.... but hasn't..... thats control.
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Post by Sparkle on Jun 11, 2006 6:16:36 GMT -5
Whoever said we had to eat? Every one has to eat, to live.
Look- I now you're allowed your opinion but this is a help forum... you give advice, help. Not encourage Eating Disorders.
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Post by , Anna, BO, Banna, on Jun 11, 2006 23:52:06 GMT -5
"Every one has to eat, to live. " ............ thats saying.. we..... have to eat........duh... im not encouraging it.......i dunt think....... i just think...... its okay to do.
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