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Post by Sparkle on Apr 2, 2006 5:19:14 GMT -5
Why? I have decided, no more 'One more times', no more slips. And I really believe I can do it. But, I can't chuck my blades. Every time I start, I end up locking them back up in my box, and it's not good. Why can't I just chuck them away? Argh....
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Post by ¤Teen Vibe¤ on Apr 2, 2006 6:29:18 GMT -5
It's most likely because your attached to them. You fear letting go. You just going to have to force yourself to throw them out. If you don't your showing yourself that the blades still have control.
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Post by Dregond [Gone] on Apr 2, 2006 6:44:06 GMT -5
imageing the blades are me , and throw them away
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Post by stars2mind on Apr 2, 2006 14:31:57 GMT -5
It's most likely because your attached to them. You fear letting go. You just going to have to force yourself to throw them out. If you don't your showing yourself that the blades still have control. yeah you are attached to them, but if i were you i would find something eles to be attached to, and like do mind exercises (i know that sounds weird, but i think it'll help) you could say to yourself that they are nothing but a piece of foil, metal, etc, or you could like tell youself that they are nothing to you and they will never help you..you know stuuf like that.!! ....
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Post by Sparkle on Apr 2, 2006 14:37:21 GMT -5
Lol... good advice.. cept maybe DregondRahl's... I will try tonight.. and I will do it.... I will. But where to dispoe of them... not in my bin.. I'll get them back out.. not in the main bin.. if some one's lost ome thing and looks through it.. any thoufghts any one?
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Apr 2, 2006 16:09:24 GMT -5
if one of ur friends kno that u cut..get them to throw them out for u
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Post by ¤Teen Vibe¤ on Apr 2, 2006 16:20:42 GMT -5
Walk somewhere and throw them out in a public garabage can. Just wrap them in a napkin and throw em in there. That way there not anywhere near your home and once there in there you cant get them out. Unless you want the public to see you digging through the trash I think its better then throwing them out at your house. You still have acsess to them which isn't good.
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Apr 2, 2006 18:35:44 GMT -5
or FLUSH THEM DOWN THE TOILET hehehehe
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Post by MuHa Feel the Wrath on Apr 3, 2006 2:33:30 GMT -5
ya just make sure u put them somewhere you cant get to them FOR SURE
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Post by Sparkle on Apr 3, 2006 3:44:27 GMT -5
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Apr 5, 2006 14:09:13 GMT -5
congrats:)
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Post by Beautiful Disaster on Apr 5, 2006 15:59:39 GMT -5
AWESOME!! now dont get anymore!!
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Post by pretzelofconfusion on Apr 6, 2006 17:34:13 GMT -5
CONGRATULATIONS!!!! im so proud of you! please do not get any more now. resist that urge, girl. you can do it! we all have confidence in you! i know how hard that is i cannot bring myself to be able to do that yet but i envy you and am unbelievably proud at this moment!!! wow! keep it up and keep them away from you. stay safe! *hugs*-karlee
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Post by Beautiful Disaster on Apr 7, 2006 4:23:27 GMT -5
How have u been since u chucked em?
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Post by Sparkle on Apr 7, 2006 4:28:16 GMT -5
I've been ok, jar. I had one iffy day... I looked in my box and my blades where gone... and all that was there where a couple of lighters... I have to admit, I was going to burn myself, but then my brother was crying in the room next to me, he had had a nightmare, so I went and hugged him instead. And by the time he's fallen asleep I was too tired to do any thing, so yeah. No more blades! And I didn't do any thing!
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Post by Beautiful Disaster on Apr 7, 2006 4:33:44 GMT -5
That's soo awesome. Its sad that your bro had a nightmare but its good that it distracted you and you didn't do anything!!! Good Job. Im proud
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Post by stars2mind on Apr 8, 2006 12:19:30 GMT -5
good....very kool.....i hope it
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