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Post by butter on Apr 7, 2006 19:41:31 GMT -5
I haven't cut in four days..well except for just now.It isn't big, but I still feel guilty.My friend is yelling at me.And the rest of my friends hate me.I dont understand what is wrong with me! I can stop but its like I cant decide to stop.
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Post by undone on Apr 7, 2006 20:37:55 GMT -5
dont cut again. i mean uve come 4 days u hit a speed bump but get back on track. there only yelling becvause they care and when people get scared sometimes they express it in anger. your family doesn't hate u they love you even if it seems like they may not.
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Post by Erla on Apr 7, 2006 21:03:04 GMT -5
It's not enough to say "Don't cut again". That's not gonna help. If you want to stop you have to go to the root of the trouble. Ask yourself why you cut. Find a better soloution. Your friends don't hate you. They're probably just scared for you. And your friend who yells at you is just worried. You have to tell her that it's not enough to just tell you to stop. And there's nothing wrong with you. You just have to find out what makes you wanna cut. I have yet to do that, too. I cut and I rather recently told my 2 best friends that and they made me promise to try to stop. I did try, but it's just not that easy. I still cut, but I just don't show them. I know I should, I can trust them and they really care about me and want to help me. But what they don't understand is that it's just not enough to decide to quit. You have to know how. And well, I've yet to tell them that. I have a hard time talking about personal stuff. I really should take my own advice, though Well, hope I'm any help to you
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Post by -‰KillerStyle‰- on Apr 7, 2006 21:08:26 GMT -5
Think about what made you cut and what was stopping you for those 4 days. If you figure out whats making you want to cut you can try and not have those thigns happen or avoid them. Erlas right about your friends. They probably don't understand and think that yuou should just stop and thats it. I dont think its that your family hates you but maybe right now you feel like you should be hated for what you've done so your getting that feeling. They love you, you are family. You can get through this and you can stop you just have to work through it. PM me anytime
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Post by !Dances With Hamsters! on Apr 7, 2006 23:58:38 GMT -5
Erlas right u just can't not cut again. You have to figure out whats makin u cut and eliminate that. try really hard. you will be okay. NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU AT ALL. you have to do a mind over matter thing to stop. you have to control yourself and yes it is easier said then done i know but after you do something for 29 days straight it becomes a habit to not do it. please seek the help you need. you are loved by your family and everyone you know. even if u dont feel like it. we care about u and we don't even know you so whats that say? be strong butter. i know you can do it im rooting for you
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Post by L.B on Apr 8, 2006 3:55:55 GMT -5
Butter, nothing is wrong with you at all! Don't ever think something is wrong with you. You are fine! Everyone has there times when they slip you just have to pick yourself up again and keep on trying. Why do you think your friend hates you? Hate is a pretty strong word to use. Why do you feel this way? Like Erla said your friend is probably yelling at your (if its because of the cutting) because they are scared and care for you.
(P.s. I noticed people said family were it should of said friends)
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Post by butter on Apr 8, 2006 8:24:13 GMT -5
Over the past week or so, I have lost alot of friendships.Because I do that.And they just gave up because I put myself down alot.I try not to, but I do.They also hate when I bring anything like it up so I can talk about it. The one friend I could talk to is mad at me right now.And I just found out that telling her why, and venting and just talking to her about it was stressing her out. So I must have been a huge burden.And that is what I never want to be, I try my absolute hardest to not be.And it has gotten so hard.I know that at some time I will want to talk about it, and she won't be there for me.I really think I might do it again.Last night, I was going to but I was to scared my mom might see me.I've tried everything, to keep myself from doing it.I don't know what to do.No one cares but you guys.
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