Post by Sparkle on Apr 19, 2006 0:54:11 GMT -5
I don't know.. it's just at the moment there seems to be too much going on in my life.
School is OK, but I'm way behind on some subjects because I went through a depressive stage where I didn't work at all for about 3 months, just sat there. I need to catch up, and I'm typing up all my notes at the moment, but to do every thing in class, do it at home again, and extra work, it all gets a bit messed up.
One of my friends went to see a Psychiatrist yesterday, and as it was going to be a last time, she promised me she'd ask him about her bulimia and SH- all of which her Psychiatrist thinks she's stopped. After, she wouldn't talk to me about it, so she obviously didn't tell him.
And more friends- one's getting abused by her family, and I don't know what to do to help her. Anothers fallen out with her family, and keeps running away, another posted this thing on myspace that made me cry all last night, about honesty. She said she didn't care any more.
Oh yeah, and another fancies me, and when I persuaded her I was straight, she told me of her plans to commit suicide. Thanks- that makes me feeling fcking great.
I'm not sleeping. I can't sleep. Too much is going on for me to stop worrying. I have huge bags under my eyes, and every one is really worried I'm not eating because I've gone so pale. But that's one thing I am doing.. eating. Actually, two- I'm not SHing either.
I don't know why I'm posting this. No one can do any thing, and I got told a long time ago never to do any thing unless you know that some one can handle it and help.
I suppose you all can handle it.. you all sound like you have worse lives than mine. But I don't know what any one can do. Unless any one has a sleeping remedy?
Sorry for pocsting,
Sparkle XO
School is OK, but I'm way behind on some subjects because I went through a depressive stage where I didn't work at all for about 3 months, just sat there. I need to catch up, and I'm typing up all my notes at the moment, but to do every thing in class, do it at home again, and extra work, it all gets a bit messed up.
One of my friends went to see a Psychiatrist yesterday, and as it was going to be a last time, she promised me she'd ask him about her bulimia and SH- all of which her Psychiatrist thinks she's stopped. After, she wouldn't talk to me about it, so she obviously didn't tell him.
And more friends- one's getting abused by her family, and I don't know what to do to help her. Anothers fallen out with her family, and keeps running away, another posted this thing on myspace that made me cry all last night, about honesty. She said she didn't care any more.
Oh yeah, and another fancies me, and when I persuaded her I was straight, she told me of her plans to commit suicide. Thanks- that makes me feeling fcking great.
I'm not sleeping. I can't sleep. Too much is going on for me to stop worrying. I have huge bags under my eyes, and every one is really worried I'm not eating because I've gone so pale. But that's one thing I am doing.. eating. Actually, two- I'm not SHing either.
I don't know why I'm posting this. No one can do any thing, and I got told a long time ago never to do any thing unless you know that some one can handle it and help.
I suppose you all can handle it.. you all sound like you have worse lives than mine. But I don't know what any one can do. Unless any one has a sleeping remedy?
Sorry for pocsting,
Sparkle XO