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Post by littlemikey on Mar 28, 2006 5:56:04 GMT -5
Hello there. I wished I wouldent have to come out to you guys like this, but tonight I must. I feel like I am going to kill myself soon. I cant help it.
Earlier today, I was attacked by my brother, my mother saw the whole incident, and to defend myself I twisted my brother's arm. My mother then screamed her head off at me for injuring my brother, and slapped me. I fefused to go to my room, because I was attacked and she saw the whole incident. My father then came in and began to force me to my room, refusing to listen to my cries that I was not at fault. He hit me and I was put in my room. I then proceded to destroy my arm with my blade.
I then realised I was out of my mind, and that I needed some help, so I took four of my anit depressant tablets. four times the dose I should take.
I then signed onto msn, and began talking to my friends, thinking that talking would calm me down. My girlfriend then told me that another good friend (who I have dated but broke up with because I moved) had betrayed our secret relationship to my current girlfriends ex, Andrew. Andrew has been harassing me for about three years now, things like abusive emails and messages have been sent to me from him. Cassie broke up with Andrew because of this. I live in a different state to my Girlfriend, but was coming back next month for the school formal, and I have now been told to stay away from it because Andrew is out to get me. I trusted my ex, and loved her dearly, she has now betrayed me to my worst enemy, who she knew I feared. I feel like she did this to get back at me for breaking up with her, because she denies knowing that there was a problem with revealing a secret I told her not to tell anyone. I now hate my life, I want to die. I need some help. Please, someone, help me before it is too late.
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Post by GrapeJuice on Mar 28, 2006 6:05:51 GMT -5
Okay first of all don't hurt yourself! How are you feeling after taking the anti-depressants and how is your arm? ( I want to post this right now before I type out more because I know your online and I want you to know that I am here)
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Post by Dregond [Gone] on Mar 28, 2006 6:22:25 GMT -5
Aww, doodiy !? Your the only other real guy around here..who am i susposed to tell guy jokes with if your not around!!? get back into gear and we'll talk mano-a-mano
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Post by GrapeJuice on Mar 28, 2006 6:22:59 GMT -5
When everybodys calmed down talk to your brother about what happened. It clearly was a accident and you didn't mean to hurt him. Sincerly appologize to him first. If you don't go to your brother first it will be harder to fix things because he will still be mad.
Then go talk to your mother (because she saw it). Make sure you are calm and understanding from her point of view. (That is always the best way) Then explain your point of view. Even though you didn't start the fight she probably got scared when your brother got hurt so she 'forgot' that your brother started it. The key is too keep calm and see it from their point of view even if you don't agree with it. I know this sounds like well why tell them there right when I think their not. Well parents are like that and really who cares whos right as long as they shut up. If you don't they will go on and on.
As for your little miss ex girlfriend. She had no right to break a trust but, what do you expect from a ex? Why are you scared of him? If its just e-mails and messages use the delete and block button. It really comes in handy. WAIT. before you delete and block print it off and tuck it away incase you ever need it. If its e-mails still don't open them but put them in a seperate folder.
This way if he ever trys to do something you have evidence of him harrassing you. Now, go to your ex and talk to her about what she did. She started this problem she should fix it. She isn't a friend at all. Friends don't put people in situations they know there afraid of. Pretend friends do that. You most likely are right, she did it for revenge but that is her problem. She stooped that low to get back at you. She isn't worth it!
Correct me if Im wrong but, is the secert that you were seeing your ex gf while dating your current girlfriend? Im a little confused on what it is.
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Post by !Dances With Hamsters! on Mar 28, 2006 6:42:10 GMT -5
Hey man don't do anything dumb. It will get better this all can be fixed. Read that advice^^ its really good I would say the same thing. Its not worth it to kill yourself.
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Post by Dregond [Gone] on Mar 28, 2006 7:08:46 GMT -5
its not his detiny to die that way unless he makes it so . hes got alot more ahead of him...
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Post by littlemikey on Mar 28, 2006 7:10:58 GMT -5
When everybodys calmed down talk to your brother about what happened. It clearly was a accident and you didn't mean to hurt him. Sincerly appologize to him first. If you don't go to your brother first it will be harder to fix things because he will still be mad. Then go talk to your mother (because she saw it). Make sure you are calm and understanding from her point of view. (That is always the best way) Then explain your point of view. Even though you didn't start the fight she probably got scared when your brother got hurt so she 'forgot' that your brother started it. The key is too keep calm and see it from their point of view even if you don't agree with it. I know this sounds like well why tell them there right when I think their not. Well parents are like that and really who cares whos right as long as they shut up. If you don't they will go on and on. As for your little miss ex girlfriend. She had no right to break a trust but, what do you expect from a ex? Why are you scared of him? If its just e-mails and messages use the delete and block button. It really comes in handy. WAIT. before you delete and block print it off and tuck it away incase you ever need it. If its e-mails still don't open them but put them in a seperate folder. This way if he ever trys to do something you have evidence of him harrassing you. Now, go to your ex and talk to her about what she did. She started this problem she should fix it. She isn't a friend at all. Friends don't put people in situations they know there afraid of. Pretend friends do that. You most likely are right, she did it for revenge but that is her problem. She stooped that low to get back at you. She isn't worth it! Correct me if Im wrong but, is the secert that you were seeing your ex gf while dating your current girlfriend? Im a little confused on what it is. Thankyou for your help. The secret is that my current girlfriend is a very nervous girl, which I understand. She didnt want any people knowing about our relationship because she was harrased severly about the last one she had. I told my ex because we only broke up because I moved away, and I still trusted her. I am feeling much calmer now. Thankyou all for your help.
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Post by Dregond [Gone] on Mar 28, 2006 7:14:31 GMT -5
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Post by !Dances With Hamsters! on Mar 28, 2006 15:14:13 GMT -5
That sucks but the secret isn't that big of a deal. If she was harrased about her last relationship why would she be harrassed about this one?
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Post by Beautiful Disaster on Mar 28, 2006 17:03:19 GMT -5
Sorry I wasn't here last night Im glad your okay now u can always PM me
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Post by guitarchic141 on Apr 4, 2006 4:57:27 GMT -5
Hey, Ehhh... Yes... Hun seriously, as youve told me 'blades do nothing but to increase the pain'. Life is unfair but look at it this way... 1 year and your free (whilst i have to wait two -shakes fist- damn you) secondly, maybe talk to andrew (yes he is a arrogant, unreasonable bastard if this is the one i think it is but sometimes you must). Thirdly, talk to cass... i know she wants to hear from you spesh if your hurting.
-hugs- give me a holla okay... concordians must stick together!!! ^_^ take care okay? -more hugs-
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Post by littlemikey on Apr 4, 2006 5:11:34 GMT -5
Hey, Ehhh... Yes... Hun seriously, as youve told me 'blades do nothing but to increase the pain'. Life is unfair but look at it this way... 1 year and your free (whilst i have to wait two -shakes fist- d**n you) secondly, maybe talk to andrew (yes he is a arrogant, unreasonable bastard if this is the one i think it is but sometimes you must). Thirdly, talk to cass... i know she wants to hear from you spesh if your hurting. -hugs- give me a holla okay... concordians must stick together!!! ^_^ take care okay? -more hugs- Thanks *hug*
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Post by guitarchic141 on Apr 4, 2006 6:13:58 GMT -5
no problem... anytime... believe me now my internets fixed i am always online ^_^
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Post by littlemikey on Apr 4, 2006 6:29:12 GMT -5
no problem... anytime... believe me now my internets fixed i am always online ^_^ Sounds good ;D
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