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Cutting
Apr 21, 2006 2:06:56 GMT -5
Post by -‰KillerStyle‰- on Apr 21, 2006 2:06:56 GMT -5
yea i guess but theres no way i could get rid of it its just i dont know. i want to cutt so baddly right now but i know i cant. Don't cut, Throw the razor away. I know you can do it because you went a week without cutting already. This is just a speed bump dont let it control you again. Take control and throw it out to where you can't find it or get to it ever again. When is your friend coming back? If you cut and something happened to you I would be upset for real.
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Cutting
Apr 21, 2006 2:23:53 GMT -5
Post by Rachel on Apr 21, 2006 2:23:53 GMT -5
Do you actually want to cut? Do you have the willpower to stop cutting yourself?
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Cutting
Apr 21, 2006 12:05:03 GMT -5
Post by [Taboo] on Apr 21, 2006 12:05:03 GMT -5
I dont think i would be able to throw them out, sence i ve tryed stoping myself yesterday ive had to try and keep myself busy or other wise i whould have cut. I was Figgitey all yesterday. like twitching and stuff. she gets back on sunday, if i cut and something happenes im sorry.
And no i cant stop myself from cutting like i said i was figgiting all last night because i wanted to cut, but i did stop my self and didnt cut lat night.
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Cutting
Apr 21, 2006 19:31:11 GMT -5
Post by [Taboo] on Apr 21, 2006 19:31:11 GMT -5
i cut today a lot i tryed not to but it was hard.
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Cutting
Apr 21, 2006 20:14:49 GMT -5
Post by Rachel on Apr 21, 2006 20:14:49 GMT -5
Ok so you've cut today..dont feel guilty,and i sure hope you dont. Theres no need to feel disappointed in yourself. Self Harmers always have slip-ups,when they find things too much,and reach for a sharp object.
If you seriously WANT to stop though,then i feel your in the right place. Its easier to stop cutting at this point,then 2yrs down the line. So try and get some help as soon as you can,because you say you've been cutting a few weeks? (or is that wrong..?) It may be hard to give up now,but it will be a million times difficult to stop yourself from resisting when you've been cutting for along time. Tell someone you trust..anyone at all! Just please,dont let this rule over your life,because it will,eventually.
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Cutting
Apr 21, 2006 20:22:55 GMT -5
Post by [Taboo] on Apr 21, 2006 20:22:55 GMT -5
OK, i know that i shouldn't feel guilty but i kinda do, and yea its been almost a month that Ive been cutting and the two people i trust aren't around right now, one of them is the one that is gone and the other one hasn't been on line at all today when Ive been on and shes the one person that i really don't want to tell shes my best friend and theres no way i could tell her, she would not only be mad at me but she would worry. Theres really know one else i trust. but the next one i would tell all ready knowes but she was no help and yea i REALLY WANT to stop. its becoming like a habit.
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Cutting
Apr 21, 2006 20:26:41 GMT -5
Post by Rachel on Apr 21, 2006 20:26:41 GMT -5
Isnt there an adult you can confide in?? Dont you feel that you could possibly tell one,or both of your parents about your SH?
And by the way,if you need to pm me or email me etc,then go right ahead. If you have msn,feel free to add me xx
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Cutting
Apr 21, 2006 21:49:35 GMT -5
Post by [Taboo] on Apr 21, 2006 21:49:35 GMT -5
theres nop way i would tell my parents and no there not really any adult and thanks but i dont have Msn just Yahoo and AIM
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Cutting
Apr 21, 2006 22:25:13 GMT -5
Post by Italian Stallion on Apr 21, 2006 22:25:13 GMT -5
stop now before it becomes a habit throw out everything sharp and tell ur friend. it is ur best firend right they can help u
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Cutting
Apr 21, 2006 22:32:35 GMT -5
Post by [Taboo] on Apr 21, 2006 22:32:35 GMT -5
its like i can throw them away i juat can and i just dont want to worry her because when i told her about my suicide problem she freaked and worried and i dont wnat to do that ro her again
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Cutting
Apr 22, 2006 0:57:56 GMT -5
Post by Rachel on Apr 22, 2006 0:57:56 GMT -5
I think she'd rather be 'freaked' then have you seriously hurt yourself,get addicted to something so horrible,or end your life Think of it that way
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Cutting
Apr 22, 2006 11:13:49 GMT -5
Post by [Taboo] on Apr 22, 2006 11:13:49 GMT -5
yea i know and she ended up making me tell her anyway and she was only a little upset more shocked then up set though and i was talking to Babycakes and I'm now going to get rid of my razors babycakes convinced me
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Cutting
Apr 22, 2006 20:43:34 GMT -5
Post by Rachel on Apr 22, 2006 20:43:34 GMT -5
Thats fantastic. I really do honestly wish you all the luck in the world with this! Take Care xx
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Cutting
Apr 22, 2006 21:55:37 GMT -5
Post by [Taboo] on Apr 22, 2006 21:55:37 GMT -5
I havent throwen them out yet and its going to be hard to do it and i did cut today and IDK anymore i just want to give up but i cant do that to my Best friend............. this is so hard
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Cutting
Apr 23, 2006 9:16:14 GMT -5
Post by Rachel on Apr 23, 2006 9:16:14 GMT -5
You can do this. All you need is willpower and the love of everyone around you. Its good that you have someone close to you thats making you hang onto life and not throw it all away.
Just try and remember that you only get 1 life,and once you end it,theres no coming back. Imagine what your family and friends would feel? When someone takes there own life,its very sad. Even people that didnt know that particular person find it sad. I would be sad if you ended your life. Please..whatever you do,dont give up.
Try and hang in there. But i seriously think you need some help over your cutting problem. Tell anyone you trust! Get the help you need and deserve
And remember,were here for you whenever you need us xxx Dont feel guilty if you slip up and cut,its not your fault.
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Cutting
Apr 23, 2006 11:52:22 GMT -5
Post by [Taboo] on Apr 23, 2006 11:52:22 GMT -5
Im throwing otu my razor on monday when i get to school so theres no going back. and i think im going to be good all i need is my friend and your guys support......Thanks
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Cutting
Apr 23, 2006 12:54:34 GMT -5
Post by Rachel on Apr 23, 2006 12:54:34 GMT -5
Thats great. Good luck xx
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