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Post by , Anna, BO, Banna, on Jun 23, 2006 1:12:48 GMT -5
im trying to loose weight im hating myself everyday to be pretty. I just started to slash myself on my legs at the top where no one can see and i cant stop i just feel so ugly.
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Post by -‰KillerStyle‰- on Jun 23, 2006 5:40:02 GMT -5
All I can say is that you start now and your going to have a lot more on your shoulders to deal with, You will be addicted to it just like your eating disorder. Don't harm yourself anymore.
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Post by [Taboo] on Jun 23, 2006 11:58:06 GMT -5
all verry true, and im sure you arent ugly.
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Post by GrapeJuice on Jun 23, 2006 17:30:03 GMT -5
You hate your body so you purge and loose weight and now thats not enough for you so your cutting. It's a cycle and I think most people with eating disorders go through it. Please see a counseller in your area. If you need any help finding eating disorder help in your area please PM me.
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Jul 9, 2006 0:52:51 GMT -5
Cutting, is a very addictive thing. It's like a drug, like meth, that gets you addicted right away. Soon enough you will be cutting without a reason, and you will be tearing your life apart, like Grapejuice said, you need to find a councellor in you neighborhood, you can't handle this on your own. Look what happened to Erla, do you want that to happen to you? So you need to stop as soon as you can, same with your eating disorder. They will eventually kill you, and none of us want that. I'm also pretty sure that your not ugly, everyones pretty in there own way. You can always PM me if you need me, or just post some more, and we all can help, I wish you luck hun!
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Post by pretzelofconfusion on Jul 16, 2006 0:55:04 GMT -5
hey hon. i just wanted to let you know that no matter what you see in that mirror, it cant possibly be you. personally, i dont think anyone can see themselves in a mirror. it only tells you what you are seeing, not what the world sees and what is real. even if it shows you exactly what you look like, many people, when looking in a mirror, see distorted images of themselves. they think they are bigger than they actually are or that they are totally ugly... anything that your mind wants to imagine at that moment. i truly hope you will look into getting help with all that you are going through, if only by starting with emailing a knowledgeable person and talking back and forth until getting a plan figured out. as for the cutting, i have been doing it over a year, which is long to some people, but short to others, and i can tell you that right now i regret some of the scars 100%. if you need any help or just need someone to talk to, please email me at superkar_11@hotmail.com. love ya lotz! -karlee
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Post by , Anna, BO, Banna, on Jul 25, 2006 5:46:27 GMT -5
thnx pretzel n every1 but i am ugly and i will stop cuttin when im pretty in my eyes so i guess its not that bad.
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Jul 25, 2006 9:40:40 GMT -5
Annabobanna, I DARE YOU to post a picture of yourself, and we will all be bruitially honest and tell you weather your pretty or ugly!
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Post by Sparkle on Jul 25, 2006 10:49:18 GMT -5
I totally agree. Ruin your body, ruin your mind. It's not that bad! When you get so thin you're collapsing all the time, when you get so malnutritioned your bones snap and break with every fall. When you loose so much blood with Self Harm you get rushed to A&E. It's not that bad is it?
PLEASE don't ruin yourself like this. Please stop- I'm begging you, as an ex-Self harmer, and some one who has been on the edge of Anorexia herself. Yuo sound like you don't want to stop... don't you?
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Jul 25, 2006 12:52:33 GMT -5
I agree with what sparkle has said, very nicely put .
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Post by , Anna, BO, Banna, on Aug 1, 2006 5:11:10 GMT -5
but i hate myseld 4 not being whut my moms wants an now since i was hungery today she punched mein the face and sai i was fat and ugly and drug me to the mirro and was grabbin my hair telling to look at how ugly i was so i hav to so she will be happy cuz shes really imberresed of me she said she dont want her friendz to kno she has a fat ugly daughter so if i eat she hit me now and she said she was locking cupboards and stuff so i cant sneak food cuz i was hungry and im dumb she said because im deslexiak i will never be smart just worthles an fat n ugly this probably dont make sences chuz i suck tat typing i wastrying to take a extra english and type clas at school but they ^peope in the clas ^ made fun of me so i walkd out
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Aug 1, 2006 10:13:21 GMT -5
Go to the police, this is turning into abuse.
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