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Post by Ruby on Jul 16, 2006 2:10:56 GMT -5
I'm sorry about what happened to your friend that is awful! Especially to lose a baby! You know, I think a dog is an excellent idea! Dogs are wonderful, I'm getting a new dog next month (my last dog Bogi, had to be put to sleep a while back) Maybe you should prove to your parents that your responsible enough for a dog? I hope everything turns out better for you!
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Post by littlemikey on Jul 17, 2006 10:16:34 GMT -5
When I was going through a truly horrible period of depression, my parents got me a dog, Chloe, and she really helped me get through it, I would really recomment getting a nice little puppy ^_^
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Post by dearblackgoodbye on Jul 17, 2006 19:20:44 GMT -5
Thank you for the support, I've been feeling a bit better. My therapist talked to my dad, and he started calling me just to see how I was (which he has never done before) and now he's home (he was gone on a trip before) and we're going to a movie tonight. I was sleeping over at a friend's house when that happened to my friend, and I was worried and couldn't sleep. I called my mom at 3am to come pick me up, and when I got in the car and explained what happened to my friend, my mom didn't believe me. She said she doesn't believe that story and that I shouldn't contact people like this, people who are in "evil situations". I guess being suicidal is an "evil situation" to her... she doesn't know I'm suicidal, that I come so close to ending it every night... I don't know how she could just accuse my friend of making it up. I was okay before she said all that. Then I just broke down while she yelled at me and said I need to save my life by keeping these things out of it. Too late, suicide is already a part of my life every second of the day... she can never just listen, she always has to throw something back at me, it's like she likes to fight... I don't know....
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Post by dearblackgoodbye on Jul 17, 2006 19:22:24 GMT -5
BTW... WildCherry, it's ok that you thought I was someone else. LOL. I don't mind, don't worry about it. And I do have MSN Messenger, but my computer is really screwed up (I'm on my mom's now) and I can't get on MSN or the internet. I'll add you once I can access MSN. Sorry for the double post
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Post by MuHa Feel the Wrath on Jul 18, 2006 16:52:41 GMT -5
did u know that when u hang out with suicidal people u increase ur risk. You should hang out or talk to people who urge you NOT too and dont give u ideas. Um my friend told me that
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Post by dearblackgoodbye on Jul 19, 2006 3:46:27 GMT -5
Yeah, but I'm not going to change my friendships or stop helping other people like me, although I do try to hang out with people who won't put those thoughts in my head.
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Post by Beautiful Disaster on Jul 19, 2006 17:10:47 GMT -5
I hope everything works out for you.
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