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Jul 23, 2006 22:36:34 GMT -5
Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Jul 23, 2006 22:36:34 GMT -5
I tried so hard to be happy and be nice to my grandma. But i can't anymore i tried and i tried and we havent fought about anything until today and it was over the most stupidest thing a haircut because i need/want a hair cut and she yelling about if its over $10 then i have to paid for it. But it wasn't my fault that she paid $27 and i'm already depressed about so much crap and i dont need this to add to it. I mean i have my best friend help me and my cousin but i haven't got to talk to my cousin for a long time and i dont know where he's at and right now im cant stop crying lately and i usually cry myself to sleep and i haven't cried myself to sleep in about a week since i have but that is different today.......im so depressed again.......
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Jul 24, 2006 16:36:25 GMT -5
Post by MuHa Feel the Wrath on Jul 24, 2006 16:36:25 GMT -5
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww *hugs*
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Jul 25, 2006 4:43:59 GMT -5
Post by Sparkle on Jul 25, 2006 4:43:59 GMT -5
Do you know why you are so dedpressed lately? Is it just a feeling or has some hing in particcular happened?
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Jul 30, 2006 2:26:24 GMT -5
Post by GrapeJuice on Jul 30, 2006 2:26:24 GMT -5
Moneys, Money and she IS your Grandma. Do you live with her or something? I think you should let the money thing go parents/gaurdians always complain about money even if its no big deal. They have nothing better to do and need to find something to complain about.
What else are you depressed about?
Grape Juice.
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Aug 1, 2006 11:28:48 GMT -5
Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Aug 1, 2006 11:28:48 GMT -5
i been depressed about alot lately like having my cousin being gone for a year, my friends & whats goin on with them, my mom who i get to see every other saturday, school i dont want to start cuz im scared out of my mind, my grandparents are pissing me off( my grandpa grounded me for a week for not bring in the dishes that he put there and was to lazy to bring in). I have to live with my grandparents because my mom don't have us anymore and can never have us back unless we are 18 years of age which i don't mind because i made bad grades and i actually didn't finish 5th grade and we fought all the time.... my grandparents have been fighting about money but it aint my fault that i needed a haircut and me & my little brother & sister need school clothes because of the uniform dress code thingy........
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Aug 3, 2006 16:30:38 GMT -5
Post by WilD CherrY on Aug 3, 2006 16:30:38 GMT -5
How long till ur 18?
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Aug 4, 2006 19:55:31 GMT -5
Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Aug 4, 2006 19:55:31 GMT -5
3 years 6 months 7 days and counting and even i wont go back and live w/ my mom i couldn't handle it... im gonna go to college away from this city
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Post by !Dances With Hamsters! on Aug 5, 2006 0:28:13 GMT -5
lol your counting down hey? Is it really that bad?
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Aug 5, 2006 16:09:11 GMT -5
Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Aug 5, 2006 16:09:11 GMT -5
yeah it is really that bad.... ive almost ran away 8 times but i didnt cuz i had no place to go and now i do... my mom says its cuz my grandma's like 63 and she is dealin w/ a 14,8,5 y/o and its hard well she has no right to be so mean and rude to me it aint my fault that i have to live with her
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Alcohol4ever
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Aug 5, 2006 17:09:43 GMT -5
Post by Alcohol4ever on Aug 5, 2006 17:09:43 GMT -5
What if you sat down with your grandma and told her how you felt? Are you with your dad as well or no?
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Aug 6, 2006 19:33:45 GMT -5
Post by Lonelyteddybear on Aug 6, 2006 19:33:45 GMT -5
I see self blame taking place here. That doesn't sound at all good. I mean I used to and still have that problem. But hey sometimes you learn from it you know? Right now you're giving yourself all these reasons to run away when what you really need is to step back and think about the negative energy that is being put into this situation. Think how you could turn it into positive energy. With your grandma it's a lot of stress to be raising all those kids at such a young age, maybe she needs you to be as co-operative as possible to make her life easy. This is positive! You can be there for her while knowing you aren't causing any stress! On the plus side that would bring you two closer together if that's what you want. If you ever need to talk I'm always here for you! You have supporters! I think it's great you're trying so hard! That's awesome! Good for u! It takes a lot of courage to do that! I see that your Grandmother maybe feels alone. You get what I'm saying? She sounds like she's really stressed out, and it's not right for her to be taking this anger of her stress out on you! Maybe you should talk to her. I know that seems like a lot to do but in the long run it will help you. WAIT! You want to think about what you're going to say first before you do anything. Make sure you talk with her in a quiet area where feelings can be shared privately between you two. Ya know? It's more soothing that way. Also that you're feeling depressed. I was like that too! Sounds like a tough life. So, I wish you the best and don't try to deal with so much at a time. It gets hard for a teen! I have that experience. I'm with ya all the way. I support u 100%!! Take it one step at a time and deal with what you have to. Let me know how you're doing=)!!
Signed,
Teddy
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Aug 8, 2006 19:34:58 GMT -5
Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Aug 8, 2006 19:34:58 GMT -5
I've tired to talk to her.... she don't listen... see when i shattered my nose in softball I thought that she would care about me more well i thought from again like usually.. I can never say the right stuff and i don't want her to cry. I can't live with my dad because well ummm lets see the court says i aint allowd to be near him and im glad.... I do have a lot of self blame but it mostly because i grew up by taking care of myself by not depending on anyone... I took care of my little brother and sister when they were babies and made sure they didn't hurt themselve because when my mom drank she was out of it and i stayed mostly in my room so i couldn't fight with her... I'm trying hard with my whole life to be happy and stuff but its a fake happy
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Aug 8, 2006 20:07:01 GMT -5
Post by lonelyteddybear on Aug 8, 2006 20:07:01 GMT -5
The most I can suggest at this point then is to see a counsellor!!! Maybe a family counsellor would be the right choice! The counsellor takes your side! Call kids help line or go to their website www.kidshelpphone.ca and you can ask them where a family counsellor is located in your town! Think about it and let me know of your progress! Signed, Teddy!
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Aug 8, 2006 20:15:02 GMT -5
Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Aug 8, 2006 20:15:02 GMT -5
I've been to counselors before and my grandma said that i lied to the my counselor which ain't true..... i just give up
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Sept 16, 2006 4:04:17 GMT -5
Post by ♥Monizzle♥ on Sept 16, 2006 4:04:17 GMT -5
( my grandpa grounded me for a week for not bring in the dishes that he put there and was to lazy to bring in).
Ya i know how that is my parents grounded me for hanging up on them.. and one time friend didn't close the coke all the way and it spilled EVERY WARE in the fridge and i got grounded for it Some times your parents (grand parents in your case) do the mos reticules things in our minds but to them their doing the right thing...even tho sometimes its not for the best of us..
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