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Post by Lonelyteddybear on Aug 6, 2006 18:53:05 GMT -5
Hey everyone alcohol4ever u know me. Dude I'm ur best friend. I am having trouble dealing with self harm. I cut non stop and I'm trying to get off it. It's hard!!! God I see a counsellor and I feel that it's not helping me in a way. Um recently I have seen a new symptom of depression and that's trouble eating. I get sick after meals and I can only eat small amounts. I've been trying to talk to kids help line for support. Right now I'm away and it's a good thing too or I'd be self harming tonight. I feel like I am addicted. Someone help? Please? I only wanted to talk about it. It's making me angry right now. I feel alone all the time. Although I have amazing friends. I don't exactly want to seek help from my counsellor at school. My friends want me to though. How do I deal?
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Post by Web Master on Aug 6, 2006 18:59:57 GMT -5
Hey You can talk to me. You can e-mail me at teenvibeonline@gmail.com just put "Webmaster" in the subject line because I don't open things that are for the counsellers.
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Post by Lonelyteddybear on Aug 6, 2006 19:04:12 GMT -5
Thanks...I really appreciate that. So who exactly are you to teenhelp then if ur not a counsellor may I ask? When I get home I'll probably e-mail you but just wanted to know something before I did anything lol sorry I'm just a new poster. My friend gave me this site to try out.
Signed,
Teddy
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Post by Web Master on Aug 7, 2006 0:56:50 GMT -5
On Teen Vibe I am the WebMaster so I pretty much take care of things on the technical side, keep myspace and things updated etc.
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Post by Beautiful Disaster on Aug 7, 2006 1:19:04 GMT -5
(He's fun to talk to ) I'm up to chat if you want.
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Post by Sparkle on Aug 7, 2006 9:05:42 GMT -5
Hey.. i've been told I'm a good listener, so feel free to email me on charlie.mo@hotmail.co.uk or add me to msn. I'd love to try and help, and I've recovered from self harm so I might have gone through the things you have
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Post by Lonelyteddybear on Aug 7, 2006 10:19:29 GMT -5
Thanks so much you guys rock. God yesterday I went to bed early I was so depressed. People won't stop talking about me in a bad way. It's always behind my back to. I mean my parents refuse to get me help. What do I do? I mean I post all the time to kids help line and they say to get medical help but I can't. I'm seeing counsellors without my parents knowing what I'm talking about. They don't know how much damage they're causing to my health but I plan to keep it that way. I don't at all talk to my parents and I keep my life pretty iscolated. At sometimes it can be hard. The self harm get hard to deal with sometimes. I just need to sometimes let loose and talk about it but I still live with it!! Right now I'm in the house it all happpened. Where my cutting started and I almost died. So many memories. AHHH! Anyway, thanks for reaching out to me and offering help.
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Teddy
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Aug 7, 2006 10:31:22 GMT -5
Teddy, If ppl ever talk bout u again, tell me, and ill personally kick there ass , I'm happy that your trying out this site, haha i think i nailed the url into your brain, but ...brb food...ok back, anywayz.. you have me on msn, so you can talk to me about it, just stay strong, there are other things to do bsides self harming..so b strong hun. and bout the eating probs, you may need to talk to you doctor about that!
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Post by Lonelyteddybear on Aug 7, 2006 10:38:06 GMT -5
But I'm soooo *beep*ing scared!! I don't wanna talk to my doc..and plus if my parents found out they'd ask all these questions and holy wow...aaahhhh. I'm trying to stay strong but yea I crash a lot. I'm stuck in the middle of hell and I just wanna scream. But anyway thanks.
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Teddy
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Aug 7, 2006 10:40:44 GMT -5
Teddy, your not stuck in the middle, trust me. Thats the only way that ur eating is going to get better, teddy if you love me, then you will go and talk to your doctor, ill come wit u if u want. there could b something seriously rong.
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Post by Lonelyteddybear on Aug 7, 2006 10:42:09 GMT -5
I'm not going to see my doctor...u can drag me.
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Aug 7, 2006 10:43:21 GMT -5
ok, i will
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Post by Lonelyteddybear on Aug 7, 2006 10:46:21 GMT -5
Right....I'm not going. You want me to go, u consult my counsellor first she makes the decisions for me. I AM NOT GOING!!! I don't need to go. If you could get me to get on a bus with u, go to a doc's and get perscriptions BY MYSELF ur INSANE!
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Post by Lonelyteddybear on Aug 7, 2006 10:51:00 GMT -5
I can manage this w/e is wrong with me on my own.
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Aug 7, 2006 10:54:19 GMT -5
Okay who here thinks she can manage by herself??
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Post by Sparkle on Aug 7, 2006 11:03:00 GMT -5
I think you need to talk to people and maybe seeing a doctor can help, but nobody can force you to get help. The only person who can help you is yourself.
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Post by Lonelyteddybear on Aug 7, 2006 11:13:21 GMT -5
Right now I'm not worrying about anything but filing a restraining order on my ex.
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