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Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Oct 28, 2006 21:26:06 GMT -5
I dunno what to do anymore Me and Alex got into a fight on thursday and i left a bruise on my leg and my right hand is swellen cuz i got pissed he made me feel like crap me and my bestfriend just got into a fight and its my fault its all my fault.... i didnt mean to.. Just lately i needed someone to understand but no one does no one has been through stuff like me ive grown up with a my mother always been drunk and cutting herself when i was lil i even watched her cut herself i watched the blood drip down her arm and i never understood until now i grew up with my father sexually abusing me and my lil brother and i always felt bad that i never stop my dad from doing stuff that he did to me with my lil brother... my lil brother is the one who saved my lil sis from going through the same thing ive been through awhole alot of stuff in my life and i feel like no one understands and im also bi-polar so i have bad mood swings so i dunno what to do i feel like my life is in pieces everywhere and im trying to pick them up but some pieces are missing and they're the important pieces that i need
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Post by littlemikey on Oct 29, 2006 0:51:41 GMT -5
Just be honest with your friends. Tell them that you cannot control yourself sometimes, and you are truly sorry. If you cannot say it to their face, write it to them in a letter.
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Oct 29, 2006 6:15:13 GMT -5
No. Don't write a letter. Sorry I'm in a fight with my 2 best friends at the moment, and I wrote one of them a letter, and she ripped it up and send the other girls boyfriend down to tell me what happened. I suggest just wait a while, like a week or two, then go talk to her. Bring a friend with you as well if you need to. I know that it's hard, but it has to be done. Everyone will get into a fight with there bf/gf some point in time. All I know is that I was in an abusive relationship for 14 months, and we faught a lot. Me and him don't talk anymore, and we broke up in March. Now I almost have to go through the same thing with your mom, my mom is an alcoholic, and she yells at me all the time. When ever I see her, I just run to my room. Now my dad, doesn't sexually abuse me, but I'm sorry to hear that. And my oldest brother from England, Is a sweethear to me. But my other older brother, he does drugs (weed, and cocaine) and he drinks. So that's hard for me, also I wrote him a letter of how I felt, and he told me to stay out of his life. You should think about seeing a councellor at school, or outside of school. I'm pretty sure it would help you a lot!
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Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Oct 29, 2006 11:54:56 GMT -5
See me and my friend are ok now we just caught each other at a bad time cuz i was on the phone with Alex and he was making me feel like crap again.. but see what my problem is that i help everyone with their problems but there is no one to help me with mine I usually talk to my mom every 2 weeks and she can help sometimes but they moved her down south to orlando and we dont have the money to go see her and i hate it My family are all potheads and my uncle drinks alot but im ok now
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Post by Alcohol4ever on Oct 29, 2006 17:21:31 GMT -5
Okay. Your in the same boat as me, I help EVERYONE with there problems before my own. But I'm always here for you, just like. Send me a message on MSN or email me. I will ALWAYS get back to you. I hope I've helped you.
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