Post by Sweetest Sin on May 24, 2006 16:53:05 GMT -5
There is this guy in my grade who I barely met this year, but he came across as a very cool person from the start. At first, we just hung out and joked around; you know, like friends. But, then, things kinda got twisted a bit...and we began to flirt. A lot. Like, everytime we saw each other in the hall it would be like "Hey baby whats up...when are you coming over to my house tonight?" ...you know...silly games like that. At first, I only took it as a fun little game or as an inside joke between the two of us. However, my friends (nor anyone else) could fail to notice our little 'game.' They began encouraging me...telling me that he was so cute and that we would make a perfect couple if we went out. I think this is how I began paying a bit more attention to him...and relalized...oh my god...I actually like him!
Well, here's the point! I go to a school where most of the people there are either white or black. There are a few Asians...and a few white people as well. However, since I grew up in a white neighborhood before coming to Texas...I find myself more attracted to white guys than anything else. No! I'm not raises at ALL! I have a lot of friends from different ethentic groups and all...but when it comes to guys lets just say I love blonds! Lol......HOWEVER....the guy I kinda fell for is a way way preppy guy from Argentina. And, I think that he doesn't feel comfortable actually starting something with me...since everyone says I only fall for white guys and all that.
I would like to tell him that this isn't true...and that I do like him! But, I'm scared that he doesn't like me the way everybody thinks he does. You know...that all our flirting were nothing more than just fooling around. So...I dont want to seem like an idiot, telling him that its not true that I only like white guys and have him not care cause he doesn't like me anyways. Get what I mean? Well hope so....help???
Well, here's the point! I go to a school where most of the people there are either white or black. There are a few Asians...and a few white people as well. However, since I grew up in a white neighborhood before coming to Texas...I find myself more attracted to white guys than anything else. No! I'm not raises at ALL! I have a lot of friends from different ethentic groups and all...but when it comes to guys lets just say I love blonds! Lol......HOWEVER....the guy I kinda fell for is a way way preppy guy from Argentina. And, I think that he doesn't feel comfortable actually starting something with me...since everyone says I only fall for white guys and all that.
I would like to tell him that this isn't true...and that I do like him! But, I'm scared that he doesn't like me the way everybody thinks he does. You know...that all our flirting were nothing more than just fooling around. So...I dont want to seem like an idiot, telling him that its not true that I only like white guys and have him not care cause he doesn't like me anyways. Get what I mean? Well hope so....help???