Post by skankwithme90 on Aug 22, 2006 17:55:44 GMT -5
So this summer I have been camping with my family and I have made a bunch of friends down there. Two of them liked me, Fred and Justin. Fred, is a year older and Justin a year younger. One night, Justin was talking to me and he basically asked me to choose between them. Worst situation I've ever been in. So, I decided I liked Justin more than Fred. The next day, Justin was talking to me and he asked if I liked Fred. I said no, and I explained it was because he was too innocent seeming and had nothing to do with me being shallow ( Fred isn't the skinniest person in the world). So I told Fred and he seemed fine with it. He was very calm and relaxed. So later that night, there was a a dance at the campground and we were all hanging out. I asked Justin if he wanted to go for a walk so we did. We talked for over fifteen minutes about life and some random things, then we decided we wnated to hang out with Fred, so I called him on my cell phone and told him to come down to the baseball field and he resisted so Justin talked to him and reassured him we weren't doing anything (he was under the impression we were). So he came down and we were all talking and Fred then decides to leave and Justin then chases after him. Fred said that he was going to go back to the dance to hang out with the other kids we knew. So Justin came back and we talked and then he said that we should go hang out with Fred. So he kisses me before we planned on leave and mid-kiss I open my eyes and Fred is there. He completely bolts in the other direction and Justin once again chases after him. So I am sitting there all alone, breaking down, so I decide to go for a walk around. I ended up getting lost and finally found myself back at the dance. I get a phone call and it was Fred asking me to come back down to the ball field. SO I go down there and they both decide that we are going to be friends. This kind of made me upset but I didn't want to make matters worse so i agreed. The next day, I went to the beach with them and some others and Justin and I ended up flirting the whole time and we kissed a couple times and Fred was okay with it. The next day, Fred was home and I was hanging out with another friend Charly( who is a girl). Her and I decided to go wake Justin up and his mom said he was sick. He ended up having food poisoning so I didn't see him for a couple of days. Finally, a couple nights later I talked to Justin and he said he didn't like me, after I told him I did and all the flirting and kissing. I was on the verge of tears. Don't you hate it when someone does that?
Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you but trusting them not to.
Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you but trusting them not to.