Post by hopefullyspared on Sept 9, 2006 15:16:52 GMT -5
I really just need to get this off my chest, and to see if people think I really have messed everything up with this guy I like. Any help at all would really, really be appreciated! Or just comments. Or whatever ^^
Well, I first started to like this guy (Let's call him Joey ) while I was still going out with my last partner. That is a bit of a problem because Joey and my ex are really close friends. But anyway, I went to this party and me and my ex were really, really off with each other - for no real reason, there was just something not right and it ended up with him storming off without saying goodbye or anything and me absolutely furious with him. So I was fairly miserable, but then I was sitting chatting with another friend of mine (let's call her Amy) and Joey and I felt really.. weird. Like, all tingly and I couldn't tear my eyes away from him. But he was flirting big time with Amy, which just left me feeling all the more depressed...
Things with my boyfriend went rapidly downhill after that evening, and afew weeks afterwards we split up. At this point I was only realllly birefly thinking about Joey, it was more like a passing "what if?" thought - I was convinced that he fancied Amy.
But then me and my other good friend (Let's call her Jane) had a joint birthday party, and I spent the whole evening with Joey, chatting and playing guitar together and stuff. And when Amy came over he didn't give her much of a second look. The evening finished with the two of us curled up on the sofa holding hands. But then I had to go, and as of then we have been chatting every day on msn for hours and hours, and we just got on do well.
Except... I was still pretty sure he liked Amy - he chatted to her just as often, and whenever I saw them together I swear I saw a spark. So when he got kind of drunk and text me saying that he really liked me and wanted us to go out, I said no. My ex - his good friend - was still depressed that I split up with him, I was certain he fancied Amy, and I wasn't sure how I felt. So I thought it was best to say no.
That happened about two or three months ago. But we've carried on talking, and my feelings have just deepened for him. Now whenever I talk to him, I get this amazing amazing feeling. The best way I can describe it is that when I'm with him, I feel like I'm flying. I really, really like him, and we still talk loads, and I've dropped LOADS of hints, but he hasn't said anything since, and I'm terrified I've ruined things between us.
Also this evening I was messing aboutnon my mobile, and I found an old text from him and I've been so stressed what with starting 6thform and stuff that I just had to vent somehow, so I wrote a text in reply explaining exactly how I felt - but I have a CR*P phone, and when you press this one button, it sends it. So guess what I did? Yep, accidentally pressed the button. I THINK I stopped it sending in tmie, and i sent a second text saying "sorry if you just got a weird text, my cousin stole my phone!", but do people think he'll me megaly weirded out?! I am having a minor panic ^^'
Looking back at what I've written, it's more like a short story ^^' Sorry for the length... But what do you think? Have I messed it up??
Well, I first started to like this guy (Let's call him Joey ) while I was still going out with my last partner. That is a bit of a problem because Joey and my ex are really close friends. But anyway, I went to this party and me and my ex were really, really off with each other - for no real reason, there was just something not right and it ended up with him storming off without saying goodbye or anything and me absolutely furious with him. So I was fairly miserable, but then I was sitting chatting with another friend of mine (let's call her Amy) and Joey and I felt really.. weird. Like, all tingly and I couldn't tear my eyes away from him. But he was flirting big time with Amy, which just left me feeling all the more depressed...
Things with my boyfriend went rapidly downhill after that evening, and afew weeks afterwards we split up. At this point I was only realllly birefly thinking about Joey, it was more like a passing "what if?" thought - I was convinced that he fancied Amy.
But then me and my other good friend (Let's call her Jane) had a joint birthday party, and I spent the whole evening with Joey, chatting and playing guitar together and stuff. And when Amy came over he didn't give her much of a second look. The evening finished with the two of us curled up on the sofa holding hands. But then I had to go, and as of then we have been chatting every day on msn for hours and hours, and we just got on do well.
Except... I was still pretty sure he liked Amy - he chatted to her just as often, and whenever I saw them together I swear I saw a spark. So when he got kind of drunk and text me saying that he really liked me and wanted us to go out, I said no. My ex - his good friend - was still depressed that I split up with him, I was certain he fancied Amy, and I wasn't sure how I felt. So I thought it was best to say no.
That happened about two or three months ago. But we've carried on talking, and my feelings have just deepened for him. Now whenever I talk to him, I get this amazing amazing feeling. The best way I can describe it is that when I'm with him, I feel like I'm flying. I really, really like him, and we still talk loads, and I've dropped LOADS of hints, but he hasn't said anything since, and I'm terrified I've ruined things between us.
Also this evening I was messing aboutnon my mobile, and I found an old text from him and I've been so stressed what with starting 6thform and stuff that I just had to vent somehow, so I wrote a text in reply explaining exactly how I felt - but I have a CR*P phone, and when you press this one button, it sends it. So guess what I did? Yep, accidentally pressed the button. I THINK I stopped it sending in tmie, and i sent a second text saying "sorry if you just got a weird text, my cousin stole my phone!", but do people think he'll me megaly weirded out?! I am having a minor panic ^^'
Looking back at what I've written, it's more like a short story ^^' Sorry for the length... But what do you think? Have I messed it up??