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Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Aug 10, 2006 20:52:35 GMT -5
I don't think i can deal with all this crap again... Its been the worst week of my life well the third most worse week of my life.. I've cried 3 days for all different reasons mostly cuz of my cousin Alex ok he aint my cousin but i call him my cousin but anyways i've cried cuz im afraid im gonna loss my grandma and i figure out that i blamed myself for everything that goes wrong... Then today my gosh its been the worst day... I thought i could trust Alex but he lied to me..... I dont think i can trust him anymore and it hurts to know that i thought i could trust him with my life and i can't deal with it anymore.... I've told him everything and he's told me stuff but i wonder how much that was a lie..... I dont know how to deal with him i'm afraid his gonna call and i dont know what to say
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Post by Sparkle on Aug 11, 2006 3:50:07 GMT -5
If you don't ind me asking... what did he lie to you about? Because depending on what it is, he could have just lied about that one thing for a reason, and every thing else is the truth, but if it was a different kind of lie... It's a hard situation with out knowing the full story. Yuo can pm me if you don't want to post it, or you can just ignore me
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Post by Honey Beeswax on Aug 12, 2006 18:14:23 GMT -5
why do u blame urself?
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Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Aug 12, 2006 19:14:43 GMT -5
i blame myself for alot of things because i have no one else to blame them on
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Post by Sparkle on Aug 13, 2006 3:48:53 GMT -5
I've replied to your pm x
You shouldn't blame yourself just for that reason..... you'll end up doing it the whole life, and it won't make your life very eay
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Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Aug 13, 2006 13:32:41 GMT -5
i know but i take alot of things as my fault and then i blame myself for it
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Post by ::Bittersweet Poet:: on Aug 13, 2006 14:10:53 GMT -5
I know how that feels...my 2 bestest ever friends betrayed me once. And ever since that day, I haven't spoken to them. It's been 3 monthes or so. Trust me, the pain will pass but I suggest you to talk to him. I didn't.So don't follow my mistake - talk to him.
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Post by Southern_Cowgirl on Aug 13, 2006 16:14:43 GMT -5
I'm talking to him again but now he's going out w/ my best friend Jessica and what happens when they broke up??? if he breaks up with her then I'm gonna be over her comforting her cuz of him and if she breaks up with him and he upset & stuff then I'm gonna be over there comforting him... it gonna be sooooooo messed up
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Post by Honey Beeswax on Aug 13, 2006 20:23:49 GMT -5
but if its not ur fault dont blame urself.
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Post by ::Bittersweet Poet:: on Aug 15, 2006 4:22:53 GMT -5
Honey bee is right - it's not your fault. Warn them now about that.
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