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Post by amh0988 on May 30, 2006 10:35:01 GMT -5
hey everyone, within a few weeks i am being sent to an inpatient eating disorder unit for my bulimia. problem is i dont want to get better. i dont want to stop throwing up. I throw up 6-8 times a day. I dont want to stop losing weight. I dont think being in a treatment program is going to help me because i dont think my problem is bad and i dont want to get better. i want to destroy my body. i dont know how to want to get better. any advice??
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Post by Alcohol4ever on May 30, 2006 12:27:35 GMT -5
if you dont get help asap, you will b such a misserable wreck when ur older... i was bulimic when i was in grade 9 for bout 5 months, and in grade 10 for bout 8 months..like, i got help, and was recovered by april.. and i didnt want to stop throwing up either...but you cant get a job if you keep making yourself throw up, like...they will get curious, and u mite not b able to get a job..there is other ways of losing weight..i wish you luck keep us informed if u can
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Post by WilD CherrY on May 30, 2006 14:52:19 GMT -5
Why dont you want to stop? Dystroying your body isn't pretty. And when you strave your body eats your body tissue and you get rank breath! I know you dont want to stop but I hope you do. Maybe this program your going into will help you with it. It takes a while to get better but you can do it just take your time. Try to purge less - 6-8 times a day is bad. I've been there and man oh man your just going to kill yourself in the end so whats the point of going through all this hard work? You wont be able to enjoy it you will be dead.
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Post by Sparkle on May 30, 2006 14:57:59 GMT -5
Look at yourself- this isn't you talking, is it? Think back to before the bulimia, before all this s**t. What would you have said to some one in your position? What would you have said if you know that this was going to happen. You wouldn't like it. Look- I know you think you don't want it, but in the future you will be so glad if you take up this oppurtunity. Please, please take this chance.... Sparkle ___X
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Post by Beautiful Disaster on May 30, 2006 15:21:20 GMT -5
If you don't want to get better ....... You won't. If your not going to go to this place wanting to get better there really is no point to going. I hope that you can become strong enough to get past this disorder and have a healthy life. It will litterly eat you to death, I was in a inpateint program once and a girl there threw up about 9 times a day and she looked awful. The acid from the vomit ate her teeth away and she looked like a crack head bum because her body was bruised from the muscles eating themselves and her teeth were half there. Mouth covered in soars and where the acid from the bile ate at the tissue in the mouth. She thought that mixing baking soda with water and garggling it prevented that but all it does it take away the taste for that moment. Having a eating disorder makes you look worse-Worse then the thing we set out to be which is "beautiful". What is beautiful? All it is a fake image set by the media that we all try to live up too, the problem is we take it farther then need be. I've been there, I've done that and I came out happier then I was when I was in the gloomy world of the eating disorders. Of course I still have my slip ups from time to time but I have gathered enough strength to pull myself back in the same week that I slip. You can get past this when you want to. Don't let it kill you. You think this is your way of gaining control? Well it takes alot more control to eat normal and keep it down then it does to not eat and purge all the time. Thats being week. I wish I could take back every minute of my life I spent weighing food, counting calories and sizing myself up in the mirror. Eating disorders are the devil.
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Post by Honey Beeswax on May 30, 2006 20:37:12 GMT -5
how much do u weigh? theres other healthier ways to loose weight
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Post by , Anna, BO, Banna, on Jun 11, 2006 1:49:49 GMT -5
dont stop then.... its okay to be skinny...
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Post by Sparkle on Jun 11, 2006 5:45:31 GMT -5
dont stop then.... its okay to be skinny... It's OK to be skinny, but not OK to have an Eating Disorder. It makes you ill on the inside and outside.
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