Post by dearblackgoodbye on Jul 12, 2006 5:56:12 GMT -5
MAY TRIGGER****SUICIDE
OMG..... I'm soooo sad, her baby died. They took her away after she was born (the baby), because she was having complications. They wouldn't let my friend see her after she was born, but she got some pictures before she left. She showed me the pictures, and her baby was tiny because it was 3 month premature... she was the size of the doctors hand and her arms were the size of my little finger. She was really sad that they took her baby away from her, and they told her the baby probably wouldn't live through the night. My friend was really sad and said she just wanted her baby to be with her and to live. So she went and got a gun and then went home. Then she got a call from the hospital, and they told her Bailey (her baby) died.
I was talking to her and she said she had the gun and was going to end it all, and said she loved me and she wanted me to have a good life. She said "life just isn't for me". Then she said goodbye and left... I couldn't get any contact from her, I was FREAKING out, she was on MSN and wasn't responding after she said she was going to pull the trigger. Then, after about 10 minutes, she said "it didn't work." I was so glad she wasn't dead... but then she said she thought she didn't pull it hard enough, and was going to try it again, and said goodbye again... again, I freaked out but she wasn't responding to anything I was saying.
This time, I called two suicide hotlines and said my best friend had a gun and was trying to kill herself. They said to call 911 and give them her phone number, because then they could connect me with the police in her state (we live in different states). I called 911, but the woman said she couldn't help me and she couldn't connect me to a different state, and then she hung up. I was sobbing, I didn't know what to do and I still hadn't heard from my friend and I thought she killed herself.
Then, I finally heard from her again... she said she couldn't get the bullet to come out. I talked to her and just did everything I could to keep her from trying it again, I told her I was sobbing and I needed her so much. Finally, she started to calm down (after more than an hour) and said she would put the gun down. She called her sister, who came to make sure she would be okay and took the gun away. Her sister thanked me and said that my friend was going to go live with her (her sister is 25).
I'm SO glad the bullet didn't come out. She must have put it in wrong, thank goodness. All of this happened in the last 2 hours, and my heart is still racing... if she had put that bullet in the right way, she would have been dead with that first shot... I feel like I should have done more to stop her from even trying, but I did all I could... I'm just glad she didn't succeed... and she said she will be thankful for the rest of her life that I saved her. She has saved me from suicide (although I attempted it before that and went to the ER) and I would probably have done it again if she had hurt herself.
Sorry, that was really long, but so much happened and it scared me so much... I'm still in shock... thank you for reading this, I need a hug...
OMG..... I'm soooo sad, her baby died. They took her away after she was born (the baby), because she was having complications. They wouldn't let my friend see her after she was born, but she got some pictures before she left. She showed me the pictures, and her baby was tiny because it was 3 month premature... she was the size of the doctors hand and her arms were the size of my little finger. She was really sad that they took her baby away from her, and they told her the baby probably wouldn't live through the night. My friend was really sad and said she just wanted her baby to be with her and to live. So she went and got a gun and then went home. Then she got a call from the hospital, and they told her Bailey (her baby) died.
I was talking to her and she said she had the gun and was going to end it all, and said she loved me and she wanted me to have a good life. She said "life just isn't for me". Then she said goodbye and left... I couldn't get any contact from her, I was FREAKING out, she was on MSN and wasn't responding after she said she was going to pull the trigger. Then, after about 10 minutes, she said "it didn't work." I was so glad she wasn't dead... but then she said she thought she didn't pull it hard enough, and was going to try it again, and said goodbye again... again, I freaked out but she wasn't responding to anything I was saying.
This time, I called two suicide hotlines and said my best friend had a gun and was trying to kill herself. They said to call 911 and give them her phone number, because then they could connect me with the police in her state (we live in different states). I called 911, but the woman said she couldn't help me and she couldn't connect me to a different state, and then she hung up. I was sobbing, I didn't know what to do and I still hadn't heard from my friend and I thought she killed herself.
Then, I finally heard from her again... she said she couldn't get the bullet to come out. I talked to her and just did everything I could to keep her from trying it again, I told her I was sobbing and I needed her so much. Finally, she started to calm down (after more than an hour) and said she would put the gun down. She called her sister, who came to make sure she would be okay and took the gun away. Her sister thanked me and said that my friend was going to go live with her (her sister is 25).
I'm SO glad the bullet didn't come out. She must have put it in wrong, thank goodness. All of this happened in the last 2 hours, and my heart is still racing... if she had put that bullet in the right way, she would have been dead with that first shot... I feel like I should have done more to stop her from even trying, but I did all I could... I'm just glad she didn't succeed... and she said she will be thankful for the rest of her life that I saved her. She has saved me from suicide (although I attempted it before that and went to the ER) and I would probably have done it again if she had hurt herself.
Sorry, that was really long, but so much happened and it scared me so much... I'm still in shock... thank you for reading this, I need a hug...