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Post by ily on Jun 27, 2006 1:51:22 GMT -5
you dont really know me since im new and all but you can pm me or e-mail me whenever you want i know how your feeling about not being able to talk to anyone because they just turn their backs on you...i would like to try to help you
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Post by dearblackgoodbye on Jun 27, 2006 2:21:49 GMT -5
Ok, thanks. I would like to talk to you too.
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Post by ily on Jun 27, 2006 2:23:39 GMT -5
thats good yeah i may not be very good at talking and all that...but i try my best to help others... well yeah you can e-mail/pm any time and ill e-mail/pm back ASAP
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Post by ¤Teen Vibe¤ on Jun 27, 2006 4:05:53 GMT -5
I need help.... I'm hopeless. If I'm feeling this way about life when I'm only 14, cutting myself, wanting blood and scars and attempting suicide, I'm scared I won't make it much longer... it's just too hard. I want to live the life I have, I love my boyfriend so much and I would give the whole universe to him if I could. And he would do the same for me. I just want to be able to live and enjoy this amazing life I have, but I can't live life when I'm depressed. I just feel like I can't go through with it, even to the end of the day. It's too hard, I'm too sensitive, I think about things too much. I have this whole theory on death, and I worry about things a lot. I just wish I could think less and stop being so deep about everything so I could enjoy living life. But I can't when I'm depressed. I can't do anything. I need help... I need to talk to people... I hate having depressed feelings and not being able to talk to friends because they don't understand and they just change the subject. I need to be able to say "help, I feel like hurting myself" and not have people turn away. Please.... this is all I have left.... You're right you shouldn't have to deal with this when your 14. Its tough and I understand how hard it can be but its not going to be like this forever. Your life is worth living you have a wonderful boyfriend and I'm sure he couldn't live without you as you couldn't live without him. You can always PM me and I will respond as soon as I can. I check this place quite often. You know suicide isn't going to solve anything and I know it won't and I also know reminding you of that is not going to make you feel better but I just want you to read it again so maybe you might believe it. Its extremely good that you are seeing a therapist but do they know how bad the situation really is? I would think they would act alot faster then they seem to be. Do you parents know about everything? You shouldn't be alone at all and should have a support group there with you physically even if it is your parents or another adult. We are here online but that only helps so much right. Anytime you need to talk we are here even if it might take some time to respond (usually it doesn't take long at all) but you can never be too sure so I don't want to make any promises I may not be able to keep. I care if something happens to you and everyone else here does. You are stronger then suicide & depression and you can get through this I know you can and as long as you don't believe in yourself I'll be here believing you for you because I know you can get past this.
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Post by dearblackgoodbye on Jun 27, 2006 17:53:37 GMT -5
Thanks so much, BabyCakes. The therapist and my family don't know how bad it is, they know most of the facts but I just feel a lot worse than they think. I kind of freaked out last night and feeling really depressed, I was talking to someone and I told them they should be lucky they were the last to talk to me, and to think of the conversation as my suicide letter... then I kind of started to calm down a bit, and I didn't do anything to myself. Thanks for all the help so far, I really appreciate everything.
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Post by stars2mind on Jun 27, 2006 22:04:57 GMT -5
Hey thats what we're here for... dont be afraid to ask (although i see your not thats a good thing)
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Post by !Dances With Hamsters! on Jun 27, 2006 22:54:28 GMT -5
You can Pm me too
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Post by dearblackgoodbye on Jun 29, 2006 18:40:27 GMT -5
OK, thank you. My medication dosage has been increased, so maybe that will help.
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Post by helpgirl on Jun 29, 2006 18:59:25 GMT -5
u can pm me anytime iam going thouth the same problem too :)annie
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Post by dearblackgoodbye on Jun 30, 2006 0:05:22 GMT -5
Thanks... I feel more loved here than at TeenLine.... no one really replied there.
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Post by helpgirl on Jul 5, 2006 15:16:50 GMT -5
iam on teenlineonline too if u want to talk there too
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Post by dearblackgoodbye on Jul 5, 2006 17:20:04 GMT -5
Ok, thanks. It's nice to know people are avalible to talk to.
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