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Post by [Taboo] on Mar 23, 2006 20:23:36 GMT -5
i know but its kinda like a unspoken thing that I'm fowling in his foot steps. so yea and i still don't know if I'm even going to live past 18/19. its just coming at me so rapidly that I'm bombarded with allot.
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Post by ¤Teen Vibe¤ on Mar 23, 2006 20:28:49 GMT -5
You'll live past your 18-19 unless something happens like a car accident etc. but, you can choose what you want to do. You don't have to go to college if you don't want too. Plus, your only 14 so you have some time to think about it.
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Post by [Taboo] on Mar 23, 2006 20:33:41 GMT -5
Like i said in the beginning I'm planning my Suicide before my sophomore year. and i want to get a collage education but I'm not sure anymore.
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Post by ¤Teen Vibe¤ on Mar 23, 2006 20:40:26 GMT -5
Suicide is not going to help you or make anything different.
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Post by [Taboo] on Mar 23, 2006 21:08:46 GMT -5
How would i know ill be dead
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Post by stars2mind on Mar 23, 2006 22:00:45 GMT -5
hey i know how you feel....i tried to od on drugs last weekend..because i cant take any pressure anymore...and my mom wants me to be like my lil sis...cause she has the best grades and so on....yeah i cut.....and a lot of my friends are gone (to suicide) it sucked for me... and i just wanted to go you know.... but you know every suicidal person has something they want to live for or someone they dont want to hurt...i think you should find that....but it doesnt always help you from the suicidal feelings and shit..
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Post by [Taboo] on Mar 23, 2006 23:26:30 GMT -5
i know exactly what you mean and the one person i don't want to hurt is the person who's post poning my suicid........the one thats moving and the thing is i know for a fact that it would hurt her and after i did it she would too.
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Post by stars2mind on Mar 24, 2006 1:27:07 GMT -5
Do you want her to kill herself?
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Post by aod on Mar 24, 2006 6:46:24 GMT -5
Dreaming is fun sometimes but its only when in dreams when you can fly there not reality but they do get our hopes up when times like these come but time and sleep always does the trick
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Post by stars2mind on Mar 24, 2006 9:41:49 GMT -5
sometimes it does....
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Post by [Taboo] on Mar 24, 2006 10:27:20 GMT -5
no i don't want her to kill her self. shes got a lot of potential and a good life ahead of her and i just don't know how to do it with out it effecting her in the same manner. and well the dream thing got me thinking but i don't know how to reply.
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Post by stars2mind on Mar 24, 2006 17:45:11 GMT -5
Then dont do it...no matter what she will be effected...thats the back side of getting attached! Thats why i try not to attach to people...but no matter what someone will always get attahced to you!!!
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Post by Dreamers Dream on Mar 24, 2006 23:39:30 GMT -5
Think of all the people you will hurt if you commit suicide.
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Post by Dregond [Gone] on Mar 25, 2006 6:15:01 GMT -5
suicide = non... i might come over and yell at you if you do anythign silly ..your a smart person ...be smart:D KICK THERE ASS!!! *looks around* ....ermmm why is everyone staring at me O.o *blushes and hides behind babycakes*
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Post by [Taboo] on Mar 25, 2006 16:24:59 GMT -5
Getting attached to people is easy for me i would do almost anything for them i love all my friends and what sucks is that i just hurt that one person (she needs a name-----Lucy) OK so Lucy and i where messing around and we collided and i broke her arm and i felt so bad because she was in the hospital for 5 hours and there was nothing i could do. but she said it wasn't my fault when it was.........i know i will hurt allot of people when i do Succeed and thats the down side to it...........and thats OK Lucy all ready yells at me......oh and Lucy is the person I'm referring to as the one whose moving
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Post by stars2mind on Mar 26, 2006 2:06:28 GMT -5
that sucks what were you guys doing.... anyway...i know what that feels like same thing happen to me..and i felt so bad...i wanted to do everything good like help her with everything and crap.you know!!! and that getting attached thing is hard not to do..as you already know!
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Post by [Taboo] on Mar 26, 2006 11:46:35 GMT -5
Yea like i would see her doing something and it looked like she was struggling but she didn't need any help but i wanted to because i felt SO bad and she says its not my fault when it is and she just such a good friend and look at how i repaid her ..........but now i have something else to say .........its about the same person Lucy. and maybe you can give me some advice on how to help her. So Lucy is a cutter. and wile she was in the hospital me and my friend....Ashley and Hillary (code names) where sitting in her room waiting for her to come home and well we found her Razors.....and we hid them and got them stuck in the place we hid them unless you take it apart but anyway I'm afraid of what she going to do when she finds there gone. i think shell freak out and go belistic.....im just worried about her and we think we did a good thing.......Did we???
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